I feel like today was the day that you gave me a passion for the lost.
a real passion.
as I read in live dead journal, I asked you to pour out your heart to me
and pour out your heart you did.
tears ran down my face today as I told the story you have given me – a story of freedom & redemption.
I told my story & I begged my boys to know you. to really know you and be in a personal relationship with you.
I told them, with tears running down my face, that I couldn’t leave this country without knowing that they really know jesus.
thank you jesus for giving me boldness, for giving me passion, and for giving me the words.
I pray that that seed will continue to grow, and as I continue to beg and plead to you for their salvation, I pray you will hear my prayers.
I am so proud of my boys for writing their sin down & nailing it to the cross. I’m proud that when I asked them today, * said he found so much freedom in nailing it to the cross. I pray that you would continue to move and work in his life.
today was hard.
but I know I did what you told me to do.
I pray that you will continue to give me boldness and confidence in the cross as I pour out into their lives.
reveal yourself to them, make yourself known.
answer my plea for mercy on them.
restore their lives.